I applaud you for sticking with the gun and actually familiarizing yourself with it and training to improve your handling of the weapon. You are owner of one of top service weapon and I think with enough time you'll start appreciate some of the features of the gun you don't even see now, not speaking of the comfort you should find in the fact that you have spent good time training with the gun and overcoming the obstacles which will give you better proficiency when using the weapon under stress.
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