Ok guys. This is just silliness now.
The OP can start a new thread, hopefully with the pertinent information, if he comes back.
Still happily answering to the call-sign Peetza.
The problem, as you so eloquently put it, is choice.
He is no fool who gives what he can not keep to gain what he can not lose.
-Jim Eliott, paraphrasing Philip Henry.