A handloader here checking in; but for defensive purposes I prefer the
Hornady 200 grain T.A.P. JHP's in .45ACP's, and Winchester's 147 grain
"Deep Penetration" Black Talons* for my 9m/ms~!
*FootNote- Yep, I still have some left over from my days as a LEO;
when they were standard issue by my department.