i dont care what the reason, nothing a man can wear should ever have the word 'bikini' in it. unless you are somehow moonlighting as a bikini coat rack or something.
i dont recall my first time carrying. i do remember that it only took a few days of mexican carry to realize i needed to get a holster. i do remember the first time i carried my kimber. going from a steyr m9 (about same dimensions as glock 26) to the full size 1911 was interesting.