attentiveness
So, I started carrying recently and I noticed that the whole mentality of going out for me has changed. As I read more and see more videos about self defense, tactics, and CCW it dawned on me that I am way way more attentive to the environment now. Is this a permanent thing? Or does this pass?
Im like looking behind me and around me and everything. I think to myself, "man I hope nothing happens here" sometimes. And after I look around I make sure to check a bit later as well. Is this a new carrier syndrome? Do I need to lighten up?
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