Bob
The decision on whether or not to get the permit, is an evolutionary thing, private and personal.
If you feel that it's your God given right of self protection, then take your first step. Fill out your application and let it happen. ....
If on the other hand you want to leave your protection, to LE agencies, then do nothing. ..... :barf:
As you proceed through the process, you will realise that most of your worries are unfounded. In fact, the least of which will be whether or not you will be asked for your permit. Keep in mind that the Constitution and law, is on your side. ....
At any point of your new adventure, you feel it's not right, just quit and leave your weapons at home. .....
Be Safe !!!