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What if there is no pattern, no 20/20 hindsight, no game plan?
I'm 42 years old, in the 99th percentile in most every test, and I still do not understand the choices, the impulses, depressions, unshakeable memes and surprise emotions I've weathered as a human being.
I think we are all a stone's throw from the chasm Lanza, Oswald and all the rest fell into.
We may have to accept this kind of evil as something we all carry as the downside to free will. Maybe some of the outrage is just the sense you can't live amongst other people without this happening now and then because we are all carriers of the disease.
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