The OP sent med a pm that he did seek out training. I think he will be posting an update.
I wasnt implying that everyone should have a professional trainer. A mentor of some sort is much better than watching videos of "Professional Russian" on youtube. How can anyone recommend someone other than a certified trainer over the internet?
Concentrated power is not rendered harmless by the good intentions of those who create it.
"If you find yourself in a fair fight,,,
Your tactics suck"- Unknown