Aarond...get one of these (or one of its blued brothers) and put an end to your lust...Rod... I love 'em all, butcha gotta get rid of the 'cheese grater' grips ASAP.
.44 Special Ruger/Lipseys, home made grips.
Another Lipsey's .44 Special...blued, 4-5/8" bbl, fence rail grips.
Ruger's 5-1/2" bbl'd model .44 Special Flat Top, walnut grips off our farm.
Doll 'er up with a good home made leather rig and crab apple grips.