Haven't heard from the OP in a couple of days. I hope he's figured out that he has a potential problem that he needs to attend to and that this isn't the place to do it.
So I'm closing this before someone else comes up with more erroneous information.
"It is long been a principle of ours that one is no more armed because he has possession of a firearm than he is a musician because he owns a piano. There is no point in having a gun if you are not capable of using it skillfully." -- Jeff Cooper