Then a Smith and Wesson K frame. Plus a couple thousand dollars for ammo, holster, belt.
Or spend a hundred or two less on a Ruger. Still add a couple thousand for the other stuff.
In other words, go feel some. Stick them in a holster and draw them. Open and close them.
All the above being theoretical of course because it's not very likely that you are indeed able to "go and feel some" anywhere right now. Allow the nonsense to calm and THEN go and feel some.
Sgt Lumpy - n0eq