As far as the verbage i use, this was a saying we used in the military. Didnt really think "big brother" would research my posts. Point taken. As far as being disturbing, i dont mean im gonna pull the trigger without knowing. I too was shocked that i had not really thought about. Which i should have. Ive learned a lesson that will stick with me forever. I was actually thinking about a dark alley type situation. I shoulda chose my words better. Point taken.