Yeah, don't fuss over the recoil remember it's a CCW not a target gun. Take it to the range put a few mags through it to function check it take it home and clean it and your good to go. No sense in beating yourself up shooting 100rds through it a few mags down the pipe is enough. Break out a 22 if you want to target shoot it's cheaper anyway. BTW speer 185gr gold dots work fine in mine. Good luck !
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