I'm sorry to here about your son . Maybe it will become your most cherished gun for some of the same reasons it's the worst you ever got for now . I want to say so much more but the more think to say the more makes me think of my own son . No I have not lost him but this has made me think what if I did and I'm starting to get chocked up here .
Im so sorry for your loss
Why do I carry a 45 ? because they don't make a 46