I did find the perfect woman but not the perfect gun
If you found the perfect woman, you are among the 1/10 of one percent. Consider yourself blessed beyond all measure.
And make sure you tell her so on a fairly regular basis.
As far as guns go, many of us find something we like for a certain time..and then find something we like better. This pattern can repeat itself any number of times.
Doing so with guns is infinitely less expensive (in all manner) than doing so with women.
If you have found the perfect woman, you have accomplished the most difficult and important task in life (and one that most of us never will) and you can now spend the rest of your life looking for the perfect gun...and be a happy man.
I am happy for you.