For some reason I cannot explain, C&R surplus pistols have no appeal to me.
Dr. Freud: But it seems you're having a type of subconscious attraction to them... Otherwise, why even mention it? Hmmmmm... I surmise that you MAY benefit from some handgun shooting therapy... Verrrry Interrrresting....
Perhaps you may break through your "resistance" and dive into the whirling pool of mysterious surplus pistols... all in good time... hmmm?