Man my heart and prayers go out to you. You are doing the right thing taking one day as well as hr at a time. Don't let the rest of the world get to ya. For things will come full circle.I use to record and write music back in Nash, Tn many moons ago. Anyway I wrote a song that might give you some comfort It was titled "One True Love" You hang tough.
Dave Smith aka David Montana aka Dave Shooter.